When a heart breaks, no it don't break even | (Peter)

[Daisy Hookum]

18 September 1978 

Peter,

I really miss you.

How are you doing? I enjoyed seeing you a couple of days ago. Especially the snogging. How was hanging out with the boys that night? I am sure it was fun. Charlotte and Remus apparently got into a fight, is he doing ok?

I was thinking we should get back together.

Charlotte is holding up well, I think. Don't know what got into him though, apparently he was very angry. Said something about the work meeting being rough? I don't know. We didn't really talk about that meeting. Or anything.

I just wanted to say sorry for leaving so suddenly.

I hope you are doing well. My mom sends her regards.

Love,
Daisy

[Peter Pettigrew]

My Heart,
Daisy,

I miss you so much it hurts. Yea, I enjoyed seeing you too I almost forgot how you felt. Spending time with the boys is always...interesting. Remus is sour lately, I'm not sure what his problem is, haven't really taken the time to ask I've been so hung up on you. At any rate I'm sure Remus and Charlotte will figure it out. I wish we could figure it out.

I'm not sure what Remus was going on about with work, probably just making excuses, he tends to be a bit touchy sometimes. Tell Charlotte sorry from me for my best friends poor behavior, he doesn't understand sometimes what a great girl he has. Like me I should have been better to you.

Don't be sorry, I'm just glad we got a little time together. Maybe next time you wont have to run off so quickly.

Tell your mom I miss her, and my parents remain as absent as always thank Merlin for small favors.


Anyway, with love,

Peter

[Daisy Hookum]

25 September 1978

Peter,

I miss you too. Do you think you will be in Hogsmeade next month? Maybe we could meet up again. It would be nice to see you. I'm sorry Remus is sour, but I'm not too surprised. Charlotte has been the same. He stills writes her frequently though, and they seem to be doing better. They didn't break up, at least.

I wish I was stronger.

It's not that hard to figure out if you would just leave that job.

I wish we could figure things out too.

I'm an idiot for letting you go. Are you seeing anyone new?

I'll let her know what you said. I'm sure he was just having a rough day, these past few months have been tough on us all. That and the distance of her being at school, but I'm sure they will manage. We could have managed too if I hadn't been so dumb.

I'll let my mom know, although she told me to tell you that you are still free to visit her anytime you would like.

I'm glad to hear your parents haven't been pestering you.

I love you,
Love,
Daisy

[Peter Pettigrew]

Dais,



It’s been too long I need you



How are you? It seems forever since I have seen you last; hopefully I’ll be able to hop over to Hogsmead to visit you in a few weeks. Maybe we could talk? Just let me know where you want to meet up, if I don’t hear from you I’ll assume you don’t want to see me, so please write back.


As far as Remus is concerned, he is lucky she didn’t dump his sorry bum. I’m sorry she has been feeling down but she has you, so I can’t say I feel too bad for her. I’m sure once my mate bucks up and apologizes all will go to rights again.


I wish apologies could fix us.



How is Hogwarts by the way? Are you doing well with your classes? If you ever need help you know how to contact me, and if not me I’m sure I could find someone more worthy. Doe is a wiz I’m sure she would help. If you need it that is; I’m sure you don’t, you’re quick and all.


Tell your mom I said thanks…no, don’t I’ll owl her myself. I miss her too. And yea my folks are blessedly acting like I don’t exist. See there is a god.

Get back to me as soon as you can about Hogsmead, I’ll be waiting.


Love,

Peter

[Daisy Hookum]

1 October 1978 

Peter,

I've been better.

I'm doing alright, mostly just keeping focused on school and such. The Hogsmeade trip is on the of 28th October. I have to do some shopping that day, need some last minute things for the Halloween Masqurade. But I would like to see you, and talk. I think that would be good for us. I can meet you at the Three Broomsticks? I should be there right around 11.

Oh, you don't have to be so harsh. I'm sure Remus was just upset about the other events of that day, and they seem to have mostly worked things out. I am going to write him though, I think he should sneak into Hogwarts to the Masquearde after they spend time together in Hogsmeade. It would be good for them, and I know Charlotte won't ask him to. I already tried convincing her.

School is going good, Charlotte has been helping with classes. But I do appreciate your offer. You should give yourself more credit - you are a brilliant wizard. That's one of the things I love about you.

I hope to see you on the 28th.

Love,
Daisy

[Peter Pettigrew]

My love,
Daisy,

I’m so glad you are doing just alright. I’m sure you can detect my sarcasm. I would have preferred to hear you were happy, it would have made me feel better. And worse all at the same time. At least if your happy I know us splitting was the right thing. But you don’t seem it and it makes me think, why are we doing this to each other?

I’m not sure if I’m free the 28th, well not yet at least. I will be there waiting for you at eleven no matter who I have to bribe; i wouldn't miss it for anything. And I really hope we can talk Dais I really do.

Don’t fret about Remus he is fine, he knows me, I get testy too.

I want to sneak in! Do you want me to sneak in? I want to dance with you…You are right they could use it, I think it is a brilliant plan! I will convince Remus if your letter doesn’t do it already. Charlotte is so lucky to have you, and you her, I’m glad she is helping you out with school when you need it. Which I'm sure is rarely ever. And you are the only one who thinks I’m brilliant, and why do you have to say things like that. Things you love about me. Do you still love me, I’m still so in love with you  thanks.

Always yours,
Peter

P.S. I wrote your mom, she wrote back. She seemed a little off, is she alright? Maybe it was just be being funny thinking she would be angry with me and making something out of nothing.

[Daisy Hookum]

6 October 1978

Peter,

Well I don't really know what you expected. I miss you too much to be happy. School is tough this year, and you know how stressed I get. I promise I will get through this though.

I'm glad that you will be here on the 28th. And I'm sure you won't have to bribe anyone, they can't possibly be making you work that much that you wouldn't be able to get a day off!

And I will try not to worry about Remus, but that's easier said that done. Although admittedly I'm only so focused on him so I don't have to think about you.

I asked Tommy to go to the ball with me, I hope you're not upset. I'm glad! I'm still awaiting his letter back to me, so we'll see. I only just sent it today, so I don't really know why I'm expecting hear anything back soon. And I am not the only one who thinks that. I know your friends do as well, and I'm sure some of the teachers here as well! Don't sell yourself short.

About the ball, please don't sneak in. I don't want things to be awkward.

Love,
Daisy

P.S. Of course she's not going to be angry with you! But what do you mean she seemed funny? Last time I talked to her she said everything was fine...

[Peter Pettigrew]

Dais,

I expected that if you were going to break my heart you would have the courtesy to at least be happy! I’m not sure what I expected Daisy, I thought us…I thought this would make you happy.

And I know you will do brilliantly don’t stress so much. If I was there I could relax you…

I’m really excited about Hogsmead too, I have someone covering to me at ...work. I’ll have the whole day to do whatever you want.

And about Remus, really don’t worry. He is a tough bloke, one rough day does not make a man. Or however it goes. Anyway I’ll start working on him soon to sneak in for the dance. Maybe I’ll sneak…I’m sure he will write you back soon and you should be seeing him soon anyway.

I’m nothing without you one way or the other. I’m being realistic not selling myself short. Also I think there is something serious growing between Sirius and Willa. Well hopefully, it’s taken them long enough to sort it out. Let me know if you hear any gossip on that front.

Love,
Peter

P.S. Her letter felt a little anxious to me is all. I’m sure it’s nothing. When you see her give her a hug and a kiss from me.

[Daisy Hookum]

11 October 1978

Peter,

I don't know. It doesn't make me happy, being apart like this. I didn't break up with you because I was unhappy. Don't you get it? I need you back in my life I just don't know to make that happen. I love you so much and I'm miserable without you. I just needed time to clear my head. If you had just told me from the beginning about your job, given me a chance to know before it was suddenly too late and things were happening...I don't know Peter. I don't know how to be happy without out right now. I probably never will be happy without you.

I will try not to stress too much. They are only tests, and it's not like I exactly have a plan for my future after school. So my grades on them don't really matter. You don't need good N.E.W.T. scores to be a wife.

And that's good, I'm glad to hear that. I'll see you at the Three Broomsticks then! Or if you want to go somewhere where there are less people, that's good too. Maybe the Shrieking Shack? Just for talking though, don't get the wrong idea.

I'll stop worrying so much, Charlotte seems to be doing better the past few days. And Remus did say he was going to sneak in for the dance, so that will be good for them. I know I shouldn't get so involved but I just like seeing people happy.

Sirius and Willa you say? I haven't really talked to either of them about each other since what happened over the summer. We all sort of silently agreed that it was a topic best left alone. But perhaps I'll write Willa and see if I can get any information from her.

Forever yours, Love,
Daisy

P.S. I will! Although you may have a better chance of seeing her before me, I won't get to see her again until Christmas and I know she'd be delighted if you stopped by the house sometime.